kids sure like the devil these days

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-07-15T00:29:00

2009-07-15T04:31:33Z

My wardrobe is going to consist of mainly black,gray,and dark brown,to match my mood and the fact that I hate a majority of people.heh

p.s. i'm super homesick lately.
my little sis is going to france at the end of the week and that makes me insanely jelizzz.

anyone know where online I can find just plain skull stud earrings?

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-07-10T20:50:00

2009-07-11T01:04:43Z

I usually try to be pretty positive but today I realized that I can't deal anymore.I get to work and not more than five minutes after I start our manager says she needs to talk to me.We got to her office and basically this follows:

" I talked to the new mro (laurie,laura,whatever this cunt's name is) and she finds it in the best interest of the company,counter,and you that we take you down to 16 hours a week instead of 18,we need to work on you being more consistent with you making your goal and once you are more disciplined with you will be at 18 hours again "

Basically it's like being treated like a dog,OH GOOD FUCKING BOY YOU WERE AN IDIOT BEFORE BUT NOW YOU ARE DOING BETTER,HERE'S YOUR TWO STUPID MOTHER FUCKING HOURS BACK.

I'm tired of being treated like it's a gift to have this job,STS BITCH but mac is going way fucking down hill,no one cares about us,they just want you to sell,want you to now basically "recruit" people like every other makeup counter.I wanted a job at mac because most of the time they let you be,explore by yourself,but now they want you to fucking try to get more money out of people's wallets.It's sickening to see the way the manager acts,walking all over you just to get more money in so she can look good and make us look like unknowledgable assholes who can't do their damn jobs.

I'm tired of also dealing with fucking stupid people.Most people that I encounter daily are beyond fucking stupid

I WUN MAH LASHEZ DUN,HOW MUCH IS IT,DATZ TOO MUCH

I NEED MATCHED WITH A FOUNDATION

I DUNNO YOU DA ARTIZ YOU TELL ME

WHACHU GOT FER FREE,WHAT NO DISCOUNT

I GOT DIZ CUPON

I'm beyond over hearing that fucking shit.I'm tired of having to take the time to break into their tiny little brains and try to understand what the EXPECT from us.I don't want to see or hear another dumbass customer ask me a stupid question because they don't even know how to fucking put on eyeshadow or know the difference between eyebrows and eyelashes,hahahha there is no hope for humanity.

I'm over this job,Tomorrow I am applying at Lush and hopefully I get a job there because working for mac is going to cause me to loose any sanity I have left.

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-07-10T10:46:00

2009-07-10T14:50:17Z

Devil has a new shape,devil has a new ride

This is what boredom does

My right lower arm is almost finished,Just filler work now!

The newest is the compact with the skulls reflection and banner saying skin deep
It's pretty damn hard to take pictures of your right arm when you are right handed,haha,damn camera washed all the color out too.

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-07-04T11:33:00

2009-07-04T15:33:54Z

Margeaux is miss paintfest,the kitchen and bathroom are painted,next we are doing the living room.

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the bathroom is a light grey and the kitchen is white and green! It's looking awesome

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-06-29T21:08:00

2009-06-30T01:11:48Z

Margeaux and I have been cleaning up the back patio,weeding and planting flowers!
It's starting to look nice

While we were at Lowes we found venus flytraps! I want to get one,I bought an aloe plant while we were there!

Also we have a new kittie,her name is paris hahahaha

She the cutest thing ever and likes sleeping on my lap

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-05-04T13:54:00

2009-05-04T18:18:49Z

New York was amazing,Two whole days and two half days was definitely not enough.I really want/need to move there damn it.We did so much walking our legs hurt.
The first night we get there and the street our hotel is on is closed BOOO,So it took us forever to find a place to park.try to check in to the hotel and the women at the desk is a bitch.Our room was soooo nice.Talk a walk to Times Square and walk around,eat at hard rock cafe!Second day we get up and walk around,do some shopping,Went to the MAC Pro store and the soho store,ended up getting stuff for my mom and the chromaline!,The artist at mac pro were rather cunty and rude.I asked for a sample of lip erase since I was buying quite a few things and the girl was just like WHAT COLOR????Not helpful at all.The girl at the soho location however was reallly nice.We also went to the makeup forever boutique! Got a palette and red eyeshadow!
Went to Lit thursday night(my birthday)
We had the best pizza ever while we were there,all the food we had was good actually!
I just wish the weather would have been nicer

Pictures!

Also remember forever ago when I spilled coffee on my mac book,well it wasn't completely broken,Davey fixed it and everything is fine!!!

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-04-23T14:36:00

2009-04-23T18:38:11Z

New York city in five days!!
I'm not going to want to come home.

Britta,Jesse and I are going to be complete assholes while we are there

CAN'T FUCKING WAIT.

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-04-15T15:59:00

2009-04-15T20:02:07Z

13 days until new york,
What happens before leaving the damn electric gets turned off.LAME.\
I'm so irritated,Now I have to find the money to get it turned back on.

I guess I'm spending tonight reading in candle light,which I guess it better than spending all of my time in front of a computer.

I've been reading entries on blackcigarette,One about love.How depressing ahaha.
I wish I had someone to cuddle with right now because that would make me so unbelievably happy.

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-03-26T13:37:00

2009-03-26T17:58:31Z

Life's been pretty busy lately,Working the shop and M.A.C which is totally fine.I've been doing something almost every night which is nice to.I'm rarely home any more.

I've been getting better sleep which means I've been in a better mood when I wake up,I rarely complain about being tired or annoyed hahah.

I'm definitely ready for spring,I wish it would get warm and stay that way.It's rained non stop the past two days which is lame.

Only a month until new york cityyyy,Britta is coming now which amazing.Three jerks in ny acting like dicks hahha.

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-03-23T09:59:00

2009-03-23T14:03:11Z

New York City in a month,Someone new got hired at the counter which I'm hoping means that Britta can now come!

Found a cheap hotel for 373 total for three nights RIGHT in the city fuuuuuck yes.

I can't wait for this.

Hopefully finishing up my back/neck tattoo tonight!

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-03-05T01:21:00

2009-03-05T06:23:17Z

Haha got this today!

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-02-24T16:47:00

2009-02-24T21:51:34Z

Session one of back cover up!

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-02-19T14:14:00

2009-02-19T19:23:37Z

I've been working non stop lately.Haven't really been able to sleep or wake up in the morning because I've been stressed about paying bills.However Justun just gave me money for helping out at the shop.I really need to pay off my bills so I'm not fucked.

I made awesome peanut butter cookies,some with peanut butter chips and some with toffee/chocalate pieces!

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-02-10T14:22:00

2009-02-10T19:24:39Z

New york city trip is falling into place.
Jesse is driving and I found a hotel in nj for about 60 a night meaning it's 120 each for the hotel for four days!
I am doing my taxes tomorrow so I can get that money asap.

Last night I watched Rupaul's Drag race hahaha.That show is hilarious and they have a huge mac station set up with all makeup and brushes.
A few of those guys are pretty cute as dudes.

It was so nice yesterday and today it's raining but still warm.

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-02-05T16:34:00

2009-02-05T21:37:26Z

Last night Twitchard (friend/piercer at the shop) was drawing and drew me as one of his characters.I was telling him I would get it tattooed because it's awesome and Justin was joking and telling him that he could tattoo me.So he set up and Twitch tattooed me.How sweet is this!

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-01-27T14:30:00

2009-01-31T19:50:31Z

Life lately has consisted of the following:

Work work work,I work two jobs,M.A.C and at the tattoo shop doing counter/desk work.
Being tattooed
And now making 80's night at lava lounge a weekly thing.
I wish that it was warm outside I miss walking around with Britta all day everyday,I'm tired of gloomy shitty pittsburgh winter.I want to live somewhere where it's warm all year round DAMN IT.

Britta and I got our best friend tattoos on wednesday!

Jesse also finished my chest lettering

Mean bitch

hair

Jesse is working on a piece to fill up my upper right arm.
Based of this piece by Angelique Houtkamp

crotch_rock_it @ 2009-01-01T01:15:00

2009-01-01T06:16:24Z

Started off a new year tired,cranky and single.

Greeeeeatttt

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-12-29T03:12:00

2008-12-29T08:12:53Z

Someone let me visit them for my bday vacation haha,I need to go somewhere.

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-12-22T00:06:00

2008-12-22T05:18:15Z

Sometimes I can't help but feel hopeless.I was supposed to hang out with this guy Dave that Lindsey works with and Elle i'm pretty sure you know him,he worked at hot topic.Anyway she tells me that he wanted to meet me and everything,So I add him on myspace to get things going,well try to add,he never added me back so I was like whatever.So I talk to Lindsey and she's like well he saw pictures of you at the gay bar and was like he's not my type blah blah.Firstly it's fun to go there once in a while,and like him i'm not into the "gay scene".I would really like to know how he would know I'm not his type unless we ever got to hang out.I'm tired of the judgmental/close mindedness of homos haha.

I may not be attracted to super feminine guys but I try to give everyone a chance,I try to get to know everyone,I don't give super bitchy people the time of day though.

I am just annoyed with the whole being single situation,I feel like I can bring a lot to the table.I like doing things for people/making them happy,whether it's cooking dinner,making them small gifts,whatever.I know I am picky,I just have standards and won't date someone solely based on looks.

fuck.

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-12-09T00:43:00

2008-12-09T05:52:52Z

I haven't gotten to update in a while because I've been working basically everyday.M.A.C three days a week,the other days at the tattoo shop doing counter work.It's nice to be busy.
I've gotten three new piercings,conch,and second holes on my lobes which will be stretched then scalpeled to my first hole so that I will have huge lobes!New tattoo at the begining of my throat

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crotch_rock_it @ 2008-11-08T00:47:00

2008-11-08T06:07:04Z

Huge picture update of sorts.

Lets start with halloween party number one:
I love how fat I can make my face look

hahahha

Halloween was awesome because I got to see my favorite bitches,Especially my number one beeeeeech and you know who that is !

Alsooooooo new photos from my friend Nicoles wedding which I did hair/makeup for,me,and twoooo new tattoos

smaaaaashed

trying to take a picture in an elevator with 10 people haha

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-10-30T01:03:00

2008-10-30T05:04:20Z

Halloween in two days!
I can't wait to go out!

Come party plzzzz

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-09-19T22:04:00

2008-09-20T02:13:05Z

A big update of sorts.Jeff and Sean are finally gone.The past couple months of my life have been stressful and annoying,Basically both of them took advantage of Davey/Me.All kinds of stupid would show up at my apartment(sleep here,use the shower,stay however long they please).I'm too nice and forgiving and let people walk all over me.It takes me a lot to tell people how I feel,Well I got super irritated when Amanda ate my cheesecake factory leftovers,I was super pissed and don't have the money to always eat out and when I do I want to enjoy it.I wake up and my leftovers aren't in the fridge,I go to Davey's room and see the empty box sitting behind Amanda,I freaked out and basically told everyone they need to be out when I get home the next day,everyone but Sean and Jeff were gone.They finally moved out on monday.I'm weeding everyone out of my life that I don't feel I need to be friends with anymore,I have so many people that take advantage of me and I just need to start being more assertive about my feelings.

No one will be staying here ever again,Right now it's Davey,Mallory and I and I like it this way.I slept sooooo well the past couple days.

I have a week of vacation time next week in which I am going to paint and relax.

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-09-10T21:53:00

2008-09-11T01:54:32Z

I am so incredibly lonely relationship wise,WHY CAN'T I JUST FUCKING FIND A GOD DAMN BOYFRIEND

jesustittiefuckingchrist

crotch_rock_it @ 2008-09-10T09:19:00

2008-09-10T13:20:13Z

My vacation is in two weeks,I realllllllly want to go somewhere.
Someone give me a place to stay!