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kids sure like the devil these days
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[15 Jul 2009|12:29am] |
My wardrobe is going to consist of mainly black,gray,and dark brown,to match my mood and the fact that I hate a majority of people.heh
p.s. i'm super homesick lately.
my little sis is going to france at the end of the week and that makes me insanely jelizzz.
anyone know where online I can find just plain skull stud earrings?
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[10 Jul 2009|08:50pm] |
I usually try to be pretty positive but today I realized that I can't deal anymore.I get to work and not more than five minutes after I start our manager says she needs to talk to me.We got to her office and basically this follows:
" I talked to the new mro (laurie,laura,whatever this cunt's name is) and she finds it in the best interest of the company,counter,and you that we take you down to 16 hours a week instead of 18,we need to work on you being more consistent with you making your goal and once you are more disciplined with you will be at 18 hours again "
Basically it's like being treated like a dog,OH GOOD FUCKING BOY YOU WERE AN IDIOT BEFORE BUT NOW YOU ARE DOING BETTER,HERE'S YOUR TWO STUPID MOTHER FUCKING HOURS BACK.
I'm tired of being treated like it's a gift to have this job,STS BITCH but mac is going way fucking down hill,no one cares about us,they just want you to sell,want you to now basically "recruit" people like every other makeup counter.I wanted a job at mac because most of the time they let you be,explore by yourself,but now they want you to fucking try to get more money out of people's wallets.It's sickening to see the way the manager acts,walking all over you just to get more money in so she can look good and make us look like unknowledgable assholes who can't do their damn jobs.
I'm tired of also dealing with fucking stupid people.Most people that I encounter daily are beyond fucking stupid
I WUN MAH LASHEZ DUN,HOW MUCH IS IT,DATZ TOO MUCH
I NEED MATCHED WITH A FOUNDATION
I DUNNO YOU DA ARTIZ YOU TELL ME
WHACHU GOT FER FREE,WHAT NO DISCOUNT
I GOT DIZ CUPON
I'm beyond over hearing that fucking shit.I'm tired of having to take the time to break into their tiny little brains and try to understand what the EXPECT from us.I don't want to see or hear another dumbass customer ask me a stupid question because they don't even know how to fucking put on eyeshadow or know the difference between eyebrows and eyelashes,hahahha there is no hope for humanity.
I'm over this job,Tomorrow I am applying at Lush and hopefully I get a job there because working for mac is going to cause me to loose any sanity I have left.
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[10 Jul 2009|10:46am] |
Devil has a new shape,devil has a new ride
This is what boredom does
My right lower arm is almost finished,Just filler work now!
The newest is the compact with the skulls reflection and banner saying skin deep
It's pretty damn hard to take pictures of your right arm when you are right handed,haha,damn camera washed all the color out too.
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[04 Jul 2009|11:33am] |
Margeaux is miss paintfest,the kitchen and bathroom are painted,next we are doing the living room.
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the bathroom is a light grey and the kitchen is white and green! It's looking awesome
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[29 Jun 2009|09:08pm] |
Margeaux and I have been cleaning up the back patio,weeding and planting flowers!
It's starting to look nice
While we were at Lowes we found venus flytraps! I want to get one,I bought an aloe plant while we were there!
Also we have a new kittie,her name is paris hahahaha
She the cutest thing ever and likes sleeping on my lap
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[04 May 2009|01:54pm] |
New York was amazing,Two whole days and two half days was definitely not enough.I really want/need to move there damn it.We did so much walking our legs hurt.
The first night we get there and the street our hotel is on is closed BOOO,So it took us forever to find a place to park.try to check in to the hotel and the women at the desk is a bitch.Our room was soooo nice.Talk a walk to Times Square and walk around,eat at hard rock cafe!Second day we get up and walk around,do some shopping,Went to the MAC Pro store and the soho store,ended up getting stuff for my mom and the chromaline!,The artist at mac pro were rather cunty and rude.I asked for a sample of lip erase since I was buying quite a few things and the girl was just like WHAT COLOR????Not helpful at all.The girl at the soho location however was reallly nice.We also went to the makeup forever boutique! Got a palette and red eyeshadow!
Went to Lit thursday night(my birthday)
We had the best pizza ever while we were there,all the food we had was good actually!
I just wish the weather would have been nicer
Pictures!
Also remember forever ago when I spilled coffee on my mac book,well it wasn't completely broken,Davey fixed it and everything is fine!!!
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[23 Apr 2009|02:36pm] |
New York city in five days!!
I'm not going to want to come home.
Britta,Jesse and I are going to be complete assholes while we are there
CAN'T FUCKING WAIT.
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[15 Apr 2009|03:59pm] |
13 days until new york,
What happens before leaving the damn electric gets turned off.LAME.\
I'm so irritated,Now I have to find the money to get it turned back on.
I guess I'm spending tonight reading in candle light,which I guess it better than spending all of my time in front of a computer.
I've been reading entries on blackcigarette,One about love.How depressing ahaha.
I wish I had someone to cuddle with right now because that would make me so unbelievably happy.
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[26 Mar 2009|01:37pm] |
Life's been pretty busy lately,Working the shop and M.A.C which is totally fine.I've been doing something almost every night which is nice to.I'm rarely home any more.
I've been getting better sleep which means I've been in a better mood when I wake up,I rarely complain about being tired or annoyed hahah.
I'm definitely ready for spring,I wish it would get warm and stay that way.It's rained non stop the past two days which is lame.
Only a month until new york cityyyy,Britta is coming now which amazing.Three jerks in ny acting like dicks hahha.
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[23 Mar 2009|09:59am] |
New York City in a month,Someone new got hired at the counter which I'm hoping means that Britta can now come!
Found a cheap hotel for 373 total for three nights RIGHT in the city fuuuuuck yes.
I can't wait for this.
Hopefully finishing up my back/neck tattoo tonight!
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[05 Mar 2009|01:21am] |
Haha got this today!
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[24 Feb 2009|04:47pm] |
Session one of back cover up!
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[19 Feb 2009|02:14pm] |
I've been working non stop lately.Haven't really been able to sleep or wake up in the morning because I've been stressed about paying bills.However Justun just gave me money for helping out at the shop.I really need to pay off my bills so I'm not fucked.
I made awesome peanut butter cookies,some with peanut butter chips and some with toffee/chocalate pieces!
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[10 Feb 2009|02:22pm] |
New york city trip is falling into place.
Jesse is driving and I found a hotel in nj for about 60 a night meaning it's 120 each for the hotel for four days!
I am doing my taxes tomorrow so I can get that money asap.
Last night I watched Rupaul's Drag race hahaha.That show is hilarious and they have a huge mac station set up with all makeup and brushes.
A few of those guys are pretty cute as dudes.
It was so nice yesterday and today it's raining but still warm.
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[05 Feb 2009|04:34pm] |
Last night Twitchard (friend/piercer at the shop) was drawing and drew me as one of his characters.I was telling him I would get it tattooed because it's awesome and Justin was joking and telling him that he could tattoo me.So he set up and Twitch tattooed me.How sweet is this!
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[27 Jan 2009|02:30pm] |
Life lately has consisted of the following:
Work work work,I work two jobs,M.A.C and at the tattoo shop doing counter/desk work.
Being tattooed
And now making 80's night at lava lounge a weekly thing.
I wish that it was warm outside I miss walking around with Britta all day everyday,I'm tired of gloomy shitty pittsburgh winter.I want to live somewhere where it's warm all year round DAMN IT.
Britta and I got our best friend tattoos on wednesday!
Jesse also finished my chest lettering
( 80's night fun )
Jesse is working on a piece to fill up my upper right arm.
Based of this piece by Angelique Houtkamp
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[01 Jan 2009|01:15am] |
Started off a new year tired,cranky and single.
Greeeeeatttt
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[29 Dec 2008|03:12am] |
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Someone let me visit them for my bday vacation haha,I need to go somewhere.
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[22 Dec 2008|12:06am] |
Sometimes I can't help but feel hopeless.I was supposed to hang out with this guy Dave that Lindsey works with and Elle i'm pretty sure you know him,he worked at hot topic.Anyway she tells me that he wanted to meet me and everything,So I add him on myspace to get things going,well try to add,he never added me back so I was like whatever.So I talk to Lindsey and she's like well he saw pictures of you at the gay bar and was like he's not my type blah blah.Firstly it's fun to go there once in a while,and like him i'm not into the "gay scene".I would really like to know how he would know I'm not his type unless we ever got to hang out.I'm tired of the judgmental/close mindedness of homos haha.
I may not be attracted to super feminine guys but I try to give everyone a chance,I try to get to know everyone,I don't give super bitchy people the time of day though.
I am just annoyed with the whole being single situation,I feel like I can bring a lot to the table.I like doing things for people/making them happy,whether it's cooking dinner,making them small gifts,whatever.I know I am picky,I just have standards and won't date someone solely based on looks.
fuck.
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[09 Dec 2008|12:43am] |
I haven't gotten to update in a while because I've been working basically everyday.M.A.C three days a week,the other days at the tattoo shop doing counter work.It's nice to be busy.
I've gotten three new piercings,conch,and second holes on my lobes which will be stretched then scalpeled to my first hole so that I will have huge lobes!New tattoo at the begining of my throat
( more photos from the homo bar )
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[08 Nov 2008|12:47am] |
Huge picture update of sorts.
Lets start with halloween party number one:
I love how fat I can make my face look
hahahha
( tons more )
Halloween was awesome because I got to see my favorite bitches,Especially my number one beeeeeech and you know who that is !
( more )
Alsooooooo new photos from my friend Nicoles wedding which I did hair/makeup for,me,and twoooo new tattoos
( in hurrrr )
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[30 Oct 2008|01:03am] |
Halloween in two days!
I can't wait to go out!
Come party plzzzz
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[19 Sep 2008|10:04pm] |
A big update of sorts.Jeff and Sean are finally gone.The past couple months of my life have been stressful and annoying,Basically both of them took advantage of Davey/Me.All kinds of stupid would show up at my apartment(sleep here,use the shower,stay however long they please).I'm too nice and forgiving and let people walk all over me.It takes me a lot to tell people how I feel,Well I got super irritated when Amanda ate my cheesecake factory leftovers,I was super pissed and don't have the money to always eat out and when I do I want to enjoy it.I wake up and my leftovers aren't in the fridge,I go to Davey's room and see the empty box sitting behind Amanda,I freaked out and basically told everyone they need to be out when I get home the next day,everyone but Sean and Jeff were gone.They finally moved out on monday.I'm weeding everyone out of my life that I don't feel I need to be friends with anymore,I have so many people that take advantage of me and I just need to start being more assertive about my feelings.
No one will be staying here ever again,Right now it's Davey,Mallory and I and I like it this way.I slept sooooo well the past couple days.
I have a week of vacation time next week in which I am going to paint and relax.
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[10 Sep 2008|09:53pm] |
I am so incredibly lonely relationship wise,WHY CAN'T I JUST FUCKING FIND A GOD DAMN BOYFRIEND
jesustittiefuckingchrist
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[10 Sep 2008|09:19am] |
My vacation is in two weeks,I realllllllly want to go somewhere.
Someone give me a place to stay!
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[18 Aug 2008|06:05pm] |
Almost done with my side piece,I couldn't sit any longer that night.
One more session!
( photo )
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[26 Jul 2008|10:15am] |
I got double nostril piercings yesterday!
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[17 Jul 2008|04:45pm] |
I've decided that after I finish my side piece I am going to have my neck tattooed,I've been thinking about it for quite some time now and decided to do it,I am going to get a chrysanthemum flower in blue,white and grayish tones,I don't want black line work,I want it to look soft and delicate.
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[26 Jun 2008|10:22pm] |
Lately there have been days were I've felt like I am doing absolutely nothing with my life.
Today I made myself a list of things to do so that I can stop feel like I am accomplishing something.
-Clean and rearrange the apartment.Throw away all the shit I don't use.
-Paint,it's been so long since I've painted,I want to make some things to hang in the apartment.
-Dig up the rest of the weeds in the back patio,Rachel(one of the upstairs neighbors bought flowers to plant
-Stop eating meat again,I felt soooo much better not eating all that crap.Actually I just need to eat better in general.
PS I want to make cookies.
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[06 Jun 2008|01:40am] |
Going to philly in three weeks to see ladytron!
Britta,Sierra,Rachel and I.
I am beyond fucking excited for this,i always miss good shows,this one will kick major assesssssssss.
p.s i want my neck tattooed
BADLY
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[21 May 2008|05:28pm] |
Britta and I got haircuts yesterday and new sunglasses
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[14 May 2008|07:27pm] |
Look what I had started today!
SHIT FUCKING HURT
But at least it's badass
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[29 Mar 2008|01:24am] |
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I'm pretty sure I am going to Philadelphia this summer to see Ladytron!!!!!!!
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[11 Mar 2008|09:37pm] |
I did this last night.
More soon.
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[13 Feb 2008|08:15pm] |
Haven't update in a while.
Alot going on.
Work
New pictures of me and some from Amanda's birthday party.
LOOKING CRAZZZY
YES I WAS DRINKING A TRASHY 40
( moreeeeee )
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[15 Jan 2008|09:04pm] |
Meet my new boyfriend
Matt Gordon
I wish
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[31 Dec 2007|05:56pm] |
Peacoat!
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[31 Dec 2007|02:11am] |
Currently enjoying:
The Supremes
The Knife
Wintry blend coffee
my new comfy peacoat
sleeping until 12 pm
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[18 Dec 2007|06:10pm] |
Hahahah I was in the mac community memories and came across old posts by me,Mostly including the best pictures of Britta and I ever
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[09 Dec 2007|06:43pm] |
Yeah I was bored last night
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[08 Dec 2007|03:56pm] |
New hair!
PURPPPPLEEEE
and Just because I was fucking bored
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[29 Nov 2007|12:35am] |
Basically my week has been annoying
Once winter/cold weather starts I get extremely moody and lonely.I'm tired of not having a boyfriend.
I would like someone to cuddle in bed with and keep warm,someone to give me kisses on the cheek in the morning and will bitch with me about how they don't want to get out of bed.Someone that understands that usually when I say I want left alone I probably don't
I'm like the elephant in the room when it goes into dealing with anything of gay culture because:
- I don't go to gay bars all that often
- I don't live up to the gay stereotype,I may sound like I'm a self loathing homo when I say this but I can't stand most gay guys.To me gay is a man who likes a man or a women who likes a women,I don't get why people feel inclined to act a certain way because they are gay.I don't have frosted hair,wear a&f,or have very feminine mannerisms.I wear what I find comfortable to find,I have tattoos,piercings well obviously.When I go anywhere or talk to anyone who is gay usually I get annoyed within the first five seconds of talking to them because I can't stand extremely feminine guys,Yes I wear makeup,excluding foundation and a bunch of lipgloss and I care about how I look but I don't feel like that makes me look or act super fem.I need a punkrock boy covered into tattoos,hahah I don't need just that,I don't care too much what the person dresses like as long as they can hold a conversation and not fucking bore the shit out of me.I need someone who can handle the fact that Britta and I are best friends and bring out the worst/best of each other,the fact that we are foul mouthed and say the most random things intimidates people,nothing entirely offensive,but I don't feel like I should change that to make people like me,It could be the fact that I AM EXTTTTTTREEEEEMELY SHY,and it takes a lot for me to be outgoing,who knows?
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[18 Nov 2007|01:08am] |
Here are a few photos from the shoot I did on thursday
I love me some #6 lashes
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[10 Nov 2007|02:11pm] |
HAHAHAHHA my youngest sister Olivia started swearing and repeating everything anyone says.
Apparently my stepdad said something about a spider in a tree so my little sister was repeating
my other sister sent this video of it from her phone hahaha
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[05 Nov 2007|07:52pm] |
Goddamnit
So Tater's lip on the other side is fucked up now,same thing that happened last time,it looks like his fang is too long and cutting into his gums causing swelling,I don't know what the fuck to do because once again it happens on the same week that rent is due
so I don't really have another 300 dollars to throw around
fuck
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[03 Nov 2007|06:00pm] |
work made me want to commit suicide
THIS WOMENS TEETH,UMHOLYSHIT
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[02 Nov 2007|06:56pm] |
FUCK ME
These should be my boyfriends!
I need a guy that looks/dresses like that
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[30 Oct 2007|12:17pm] |
I forgot to mention that when I worked at the Monroeville counter I made a new bestfriend.
This little boy came in with his mom,maybe 6 or 7,he looked to be as old as my brother.
He saw my tattoos and was amazed by them ,saying he wanted some when he was old enough.He followed me everywhere to watch what I was doing.Instead of being a terror like most children while their parents shop he asked if it was ok to sit in the chair while his mom looked around.
Then before he left he said he wanted to be my best friend,I thought it was so adorable.
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[16 Oct 2007|12:11am] |
Sweet I might be getting even another tattoo this weekend
Old school jack o lantern
Oh I love Halloween
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